I feel like that girl from Dear John

It sucks

I wanted to tell him how frustrated I am with this setup

but all the more that it will make him worry

I don’t want him to worry

I know I can do this

but sometimes it just sucks

not hearing or getting emails from him makes me worried

Sometimes I ask myself why am I even in a long distance relationship with someone in the navy….I could have been with some normal person living a normal life…

then again

I love him and that’s reason enough to hold on…

Babe, I’m keeping myself busy. Doing work and all that shit…so as not to miss you so much and to let time pass me by…I know you feel the same. Time is too slow when we don’t get to talk to each other but I’m holding on…I miss you so much. I hope you’re doing fine.