I hate it when people always think of what others might think of them....I mean like, who cares what others think? For as long as you know you're doing it right, then f*ck them...Unless you're guilty of something then I can't blame you.
You don't need to over-analyze things coz over-analyzing would lead to anxiety. Be in the 'here and now' because now matters most. You always live in the shadow, how would you ever be happy? Realize that happiness dwells in you. Do not rely on others for you to be happy. Happiness comes from within.
Obstacles are natural. Take it as a challenge and do what you think is right. God gave you a brain so utilize it. My words are harsh because life is harsh. Even when you were born, your mom and yourself, you were both on 50-50 life line when she was giving birth. So don't be b*tchy about things. Reality is harsh so suck it in.
What doesn't kill you makes you stronger. You're still alive, so celebrate it. Be happy that you are coz not everyone is given the chance to live. Your problems are tini-tiny compared to others so don't come complaining and yakking about things. Sometimes that's the problem....we complain a lot. We forget to be grateful that we're given the chance to live. We complain and complain and complain and not be satisfied about life.
I just want everyone to know that life is awesome. It depends on your own outlook. If you don't change your outlook then you'll forever be miserable....