April 25, 2011

Jay and I were talking awhile ago….I missed him a lot. It’s actually the first time we talked ever since we got back together. Him being deployed in Afghan is really hard for me. Unlike when he was in Guam, he had a lot of free time but now, I rarely get to talk to him and I was really happy when I did.

but

We kinda got into an argument….silly stuff, nothing serious and it’s really childish. He likes to irritate me. I don’t know why. When he was still courting me way back when, he was like that. It gives him joy that I get pissed-off.

Anyways, its not much of an ordeal….petty stuff. I just got jealous coz he was joking me he had this secretary lol. Of course I’d get pissed-off…who wouldn’t?!

Jay and I first got together in 2008. We separated because it was hard for me. The long distance relationship and him in the US marines. I wasn’t used to this kind of setup. we broke-off 2009. A miracle of some sort happened just this month. April 8, 2011, we got back together and words cannot convey how I feel about it. He was always my love and would forever be my love.

I promised to the person above that if I were given the second chance to be with him…this time, no matter how difficult it maybe, I’ll never let go.