But don't worry, in time, everything will be a distant memory. This is a good start. Erasing everything. Just like in the movie Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind. I'm finally learning the Art of Letting Go. Sabi nga ng kaibigan mo, I should have done this a long long time ago. Ngayon lang ako nagkaroon ng Courage na burahin ka at burahin lahat lahat.

I don't know what kept me from prolonging the pain. Maybe because deep inside me, I was hoping. Pero lahat nagbago simula nung nalaman ko lahat lahat. Sa sobrang sakit siguro nagshut-down na lang ako. I was too tired of the lies and the secrets. It was like the ultimate blow. May awa din ang Diyos. Maybe I've suffered enough that's why I just turned stone-cold.

You know what hurts the most? The thing that made me like this was knowing that ALL of my GUT feeling was correct. Back when we were together, every time you fled here and you had your 'night outs' with friends. I knew there was something going on and I was correct. Ngayon ko lang napatunay na totoo pala but I'm very thankful to have known all of these because it saved me from further misery. Back then, I was blinded by my 'love' for you but I'm giving you credit. Thank you, dahil kung hindi mo ginawa sakin lahat ng toh, hindi ako makaka-iwas sa mga katulad mo in the near future.

Before, I was questioning onto the purpose of meeting you? Bakit tayo nagkakilala, Bakit ka pinakilala sakin. Now I know why...this was to teach me a lesson that there are guys like you who exist. lol :))

But anyways, all is in the past now.

Erase Erase Erase.

Positive Vibes lang, tangalin na ang mga email at lahat lahat....hahaha :))

Cheers to my Rehab...I'm on my way to being clean and detoxified....FINALLY!!! :)