Cancer...I don't know why it exists...but definitely, it's a pain in the ass...

iniisip ko how this little child survived all the treatment...kung ako yun, I would have had easily 'let go'

it's physically painful, it's emotionally painful, might as well die as early as possible...akin lang yun...thinking out loud...

it's the will to live that lets cancer patients survive...without the will, there's nothing...

I am practically speechless...my thoughts are scattered and I don't know what to write

I'm just thankful maybe for everything....for the life extension given to me....and of course to all those who have been given another year to waste...hahaha =)))

five-letters...it meant so much to tear me apart

why?

why did you have to say sorry?

I cried everytime you typed that word

"...you don't need to say sorry, I love you that much, it's okay..."

"...you don't need to say sorry, I love you that much, it's okay..."

was it bad to love you? All I wanted to do was to make you feel that I'm here for you and I'll be your partner in crime...for better or for worse...I guess you didn't want me...I didn't see the effort...I just had to give up and face defeat...

the moment you said sorry, it was that sign that I should give you up....

saying sorry means you're guilty of something

it means you know you did something wrong....

I guess you were guilty of everything...

to you, I was one of them...

I said this was the end...because I want to keep a good memory of us....when everything was happy...when everything was okay....when all I thought of was you and how much I loved you...

and there's no turning back now...only moving forward...

it hurts a lot that you said sorry

you didn't love me as much and that's a fact....the moment you said sorry

I was thinking...I wanna reconcile with a past lover....just so to prove to him that he was wrong...I hope he gets my message....it will be my greatest challenge to date....to win him back

I'm lowering my pride and swallowing everything....will he take me back? I don't know....but I'm fine anyways....maybe I miss him...I miss the way he loved me....I miss how he used to serenade me all the time

I miss the way he scolded me....I miss the way he cared for me....I just miss everything about him....I hope I'll see him on the next long weekend....